It's me!!!

The rules are owned,

self defined, 

Stubborn as a bull,

made up the mind,

strong, determined,

to climb the heap, 

the dream on the top,

a lot to reap,

I love I hate,

Cheat and lie,

numb to the world,

but fear sometimes,

dry as a desert,

dead as a sea,

sharp at the edge,

unbridled to be free,

silent to kill, 

speak to fly,

I want it, I get it,

I have always been this,

I'll stay the same,

You love or hate,

I'll be a name...